There...

... is a certain loneliness that one can feel when they stop and examine the world around them. No one is ever really alone, though it can be more or less clear amongst people. Today wasn't a bad day. no... that's not why I'm randomly ranting this dull, almost solemn blog entry. I was thinking tonight, after a long period of nothingness, about where I can go:

First I thought about it metaphorically. I'm not exactly the most organized or motivated person in the world. And I can fully understand that the image I often portray can give the wrong impression to people. It's not sloppiness, it's free expression. Free expression is a 20th and 21st century idea that came out of the age of enlightenment where people realized that, especially in numbers, no man has to live with oppression. In numbers? Safety in numbers, power in numbers, unity amongst a people. And yet, we strive to be apart. Science says that a large majority of people cannot stand solitude. I agree with that. After all, when it comes down to free and personal expression, there has to be someone to express it to, right? So, where can I go metaphorically? It's up to me, but the possibilities for me are near endless right now. I should be happy but it's the same for everyone.

What about physically, then? 'Image is everything and the end justifies the means' is an old idea that also came out of the enlightenment. Many agreed and many disagreed. When it's explained to people in full, a large majority will say first that the end doesn't justify the means and then maybe agree that image isn't everything. However, in the world we live in today, our whole lives are faced with deception and lies and things dressed up to make people happy. I don't know what happens on the inside, but from an educated point of view I can honestly say I don't like it. The image, you see, is a way of keeping everyone in line. Revolution seems like such an outlandish idea that some might say it will never see the dawny sky. The bureaucratic world we live it will not survive, I know I can count on that statement. So, where can I go physically. I'll have to sort through the means and justify what really matters beyond image and status, but- the possibilities again are near endless.

I could go on an on, deeper and deeper into my own understanding of my own morality, but I'd rather let others figure me out. I'll give you my basis, you use your reasoning.


I need a drink...

happy birthday

to me.

Dude, tits.

Catagory 110-135 mph winds.


WillGenesisCC: dude.
Matty: d u d e
WillGenesisCC: you'll never believe me until i can get the pictures to you
WillGenesisCC: i got caught in a tornado
Matty: NO WAY
WillGenesisCC: like total devastation for a mile all around
WillGenesisCC: 1000s of trees down
WillGenesisCC: roads completely blocked
WillGenesisCC: so bad
WillGenesisCC: i'll go into detail in a little bit if you want
Matty: go for it
WillGenesisCC: around?
Matty: yuhp yuhp
WillGenesisCC: story time?
Matty: Matty (7:22:14 PM): go for it
Matty: lol
WillGenesisCC: lol
WillGenesisCC: alright
WillGenesisCC: so it's raining out and our day-cruise was cancelled on lake winapassaki(sp lol) so me, my brother, and my friend come back to this little cottage colony on a lake and are bored
WillGenesisCC: me and my friend matt are talkin about goin' fishing, and so i go back to get my rod at my cottage
WillGenesisCC: all of a sudden he comes runnin in saying a tornado touched down nearby
WillGenesisCC: and i'm like, omg wtf
WillGenesisCC: i kind of freakin cause i have no idea where steven went off to. he was on the beach and i'll tell you his story in a min
WillGenesisCC: like 10 seconds pass after my friend came running in
WillGenesisCC: and i'm lookin out the window as i see the wind picking up
WillGenesisCC: next thing i know there's just this giant wall of water
WillGenesisCC: and
WillGenesisCC: beach chairs
WillGenesisCC: flipping through the air like over my cottage from the beach which is like 100 yards in front of our place
WillGenesisCC: i see tables flying and a canoe in the air
Matty: jesus christ
WillGenesisCC: yeah
WillGenesisCC: alright
WillGenesisCC: so like
WillGenesisCC: it passes and i'm like, alright i need to find steven now
WillGenesisCC: so i dart out the door and see like tons of huge pines just torn out of the ground
WillGenesisCC: laying on other cottages
WillGenesisCC: glass everywhere
WillGenesisCC: i'm running to where i figured they'd go since they were going in that direction when i saw them running from the beach(them = steven and our friend peter)
WillGenesisCC: i get to this old shack that's like breaking and open the door
WillGenesisCC: they were fine but i looked down and my foot is just completely drenched in blood
WillGenesisCC: like totally covered
WillGenesisCC: so we're runnin around checking on people
WillGenesisCC: my friend matt ran to his cottage like lightning speed cause we heard some say that Cove was covered with fallen trees(Cove = his small cottage's name where his dad was alone inside)
WillGenesisCC: his dad was fine thankfully
WillGenesisCC: aw man it was like totally ridiculous
WillGenesisCC: [part 2]
WillGenesisCC: we try to go up the long driveway to the road. trees are all over. like there was no road. we were literally just climbing through treetops 5 feet off the ground.
WillGenesisCC: get to the road
WillGenesisCC: powerlines are scattered everywhere
WillGenesisCC: now we're in the middle of nowhere so it's a long unpopulated road for miles either way
WillGenesisCC: and there are just trees
WillGenesisCC: littered
WillGenesisCC: everywhere
WillGenesisCC: like there was no road either way, and then just powerlines
WillGenesisCC: we worked for half an hour to get to the top of a hill to survey if the road cleared down a ways but it was just tree after pile of trees
WillGenesisCC: and soooo, we worked like dogs cutting through giant trees to hopefully get cars out
WillGenesisCC: all i heard allll night was chainsaws
WillGenesisCC: and helicopters
WillGenesisCC: [The End]
Matty: d
Matty: a
Matty: m
Matty: nnnnnnnn
Matty: thats fuckin intense
WillGenesisCC: yeah, i'm gonna get pictures from my friend when he gets back to his town.
WillGenesisCC: my mom, his mom, and his sister were all away shopping when it happened
WillGenesisCC: so they couldn't even get back to us until today
Matty: really?
WillGenesisCC: yeah
WillGenesisCC: they came via boat from across the lake to meet us this morning
WillGenesisCC: no way to get a car down near us
Matty: shit mann. you had cars up ther obv tho right?
WillGenesisCC: well we didn't but others did. no way to use them though
WillGenesisCC: all the roads were blocked until like 2 and crews were working to clear the road since yesterday afternoon nonstop

PROJEKT REVOLUTION! :D

Long time no post, probably gonna make a new blog entirely at some point. But! First I must update here to keep the memories alive! I went to Projekt Revolution today and it was FUCKING INCREDIBLE. Best show ever.

Alright, here's the lineup but I'm gonna talk about my amazing day as a whole as well.

[The bands listed played in opposite order. IE: Revolution Stage: Armor for Sleep- Atreyu and then the Main Stage: Ashes Divide- Linkin Park]

Main Stage:
Linkin Park
Chris Cornell
Busta Rhymes
The Bravery
Ashes Divide
Street Drum Corps

Revolution Stage:
Atreyu
10 Years
Hawthorne Heights
Armor for Sleep

Alrighty, lemme get started. Woke up today not even knowing if I could go since my parents both had work and would be gone before I needed to be at Joe's house(he wanted me there around 10ish). Thankfully my mom was able to get me and bring me up there. Me and Joe sat on his comp and drank Mountain Dew until Arthur got there. Arthur's mother was driving us all there. We were also picking up and driving Joe's girlfriend Victoria. Soooo we get picked up and drive all the way to the Tweeter Center, now the Comcast Center, and we get dropped off.

The gates were opening at 2 and the shows on the Revolution Stage begain at 2:30 or so(I think it was a little after). We got there at 12:45 so we had some time to kill. Incredibly we, being early enough, caught a hold of a guy giving out from Monster energy drinks. We got some and then got in the line. Since we were early, we were close to the front of the line. It was funny though cause we were aiming to just be out of the sun and being in line at that time aloud that to happen. We chilled and talked until the gates opened, guys in one line, girls in the other. By another incredible turn of events, the woman opened a 3rd line and asked us to begin in. So we got in first and had no wait at all.

Now before the show started they had all sorts of booths set up. They were all Monster of MLB oriented, and so we just took a walk around before the first band played. Joe and Victoria took a walk so me and Arthur looked for a place out of the sun. Oh wait, first we went into a tent and played the latest DDR. Pretty sick to be honest. Anyway, then Joe and Victoria left and me and Arthur looked for a place out of the sun. We went into a MLB trailer and they had computers, air conditioning, and MLB 2009 for the ps3 set up. We basically stood in there in the cool playing a full game of baseball until the first band came on.

The Revolution Stage segment of the Projekt was really good. 10 Years was much better than I could have imagined and then Atreyu was out of this world. WE ALMOST HAD THE BASSIST'S PICK. It hit Joe as he went to catch it, then i stepped on it to get it for Victoria and some bastard kid ripped it away from us. Needless to say his hand got a good stomping ;D

Between some of the shows, we got food and water which was ridiculously expensive. We went up on an empty stage and sat on the edge. Layed down for a bit. OH! I don't know how I could have forgotten to mention it, but we were able to text things that would appear on the big screen behind the bands. (On both stages until Linkin Park came on.) Of course we ensured that plenty of people now like mudkips, several others are screaming "DAD?!" and then an entire stadium just had to lose the game at our fingertips :P

On the Main Stage, bands were also incredible. Except for Busta Rhyme but that's probably just cause I can't stand hip hop. Especially when I'm at a hardcore rock concert... We were seperated in the Main Stage. Arthur and I sat together and Joe and Victoria sat together in a different section. Arthur and I sat in Section 1 Row BB, seats 31 and 32. Right near the front- awesome.

Many of the girls there were really pretty. Don't mean to sound like a pig or anything but I may have seen some of the hottest girls in real life tonight. Oh did I mention I was proposed to via big screen text? XD I replied back with a "Yes, Joe, I will marry you! :D" but it didn't get up on time LOL. All in fun I promise.

Drunk people can be assholes or really funny. See, the guy and his buddies behind us were already smashed and still drinking before the Main Stage performance was even half way through. They kept heckling this group of really pretty, yet seemingly... er... lacking in morals in decency(as far as clothing goes), group of girls who were not much older than myself, if not older at all. These guys were like 30 or 40 and being real assholes. Not that they really had control being so drunk but still. The other case was the woman who moved next to me. She had to be in her late 20s or early 30s and was fine for a while. We talked a bit just about the bands and how well they performed live(Each and every performance was done sooooo well it's unexplainable). She seemed to loose her motor skills and talked a lot more about stupid things as the night went on and she got drunker and drunker. At least she wasn't an angry drunk XD

Anyway, when the show finally ended we met all eventually met up at the "watah bubblah", as Arthur called it, and started heading for the car. Headbanging and cheering gave me and Victoria head aches. I was fine after a minute or so but her migraine was getting worse all the way to her place. Ah but now let me tell you how we got there and elsewhere. We walked down a long path and crossed the main street out of the parking lot to meet Joe's and Arthur's mothers expecting just to cram into the back of a car and get driven home. No no, that wouldn't do and nor would it fit the festive night. We're walking up past a limo on the road and whoa and behold, a drive opens the door for us! That is correct my friends, the parentals supplied us with a limo drive home. AND, IN ADDITION TO all this, they even got us a bunch of McDonald's. Surely this must be a dream, I thought. But no, it was all real and there for us. The limo was lit up really cool. The ceiling shown like the night sky, and yes, Alycia, there were sparkles alllll around. Victoria was ill for most of the drive unfortunately. She was the first to be dropped off thankfully, and Joe did a wonderful job of comforting and then carrying her inside at 1 in the morning even after he was already half asleep. Truly a knight in shining... track shoes. LOL OH YEAH! When the pit was at its height we took off Joe's shoe and through it on stage. Hitting the bassist in the leg ahaha. We found it afterwards miraculously.

Anyway, the limo took us back to Arthur's house and then Joe and I got in his mother's car which is how I got to my own house at 1:30 XD Of course not before getting another Mountain Dew. I swear I had like 10 of them today. Also the energy drink. Also a liter of Pepsi. Also 2 waters.

And so, I got in, signed on aim, opened blogger, and started typing ;P

I'm going away to NH soon so there may not be another post for a while again... Sorry about that. I'd post more often if I had more readers. Even now I know only the one person I told that I was writing this will be checking it tomorrow... er.. today.

I really just wanted to type all this out so I wouldn't forget this incredible night.

Arthur I'll pay you back for that ticket somehow!

Zomg

meep o.o

Few days off

Well, I took a few days off. Nothin seems to has changed. I know Nick's takin some time off and planning on starting a new blog. V said he was doing something similar but no update on that yet. Lauren blogs every once in a blue moon anyway but I'm sure she's still alive. Anna's still up an' runnin'. Richard's not. Alycia and Jenn? Forget about it. XD


Um.. update on my life:

Things are still good. I applied for a job, still no word back on that yet unfortunately. I'm gonna put in a few more applications around town. I've only got one driving lesson left, thank God. Then I can get my license which I coulda' had in February ;;^^

Things are still good at home. I've drawn a bit more. Got some recent inspiration I'm starting to act on tonight. Life's just kinda chill right now, I guess. Nothing too outa the ordinary. Life's good, for the most part... cept that whole dying thing... :P There's really not that much to talk about. It's been hot the last few days [finally] which is good cause it's been high 40s/50s for months. 4 day heat wave, 90 degrees.

Danny had a grad party the other day. It was pretty sweet. Some of my friends came by. Family was here too. Me, Matty, Joe, Alycia, Erin, Brittany, and Steve hung out. I talked to my track coach. Who knows if I'll run a bit with some friends in the summer. My knee is STILL effed up. Shoulda gone to therapy a long time ago... Too late now I guess.

Anyway, I hate breaking off in random paragraphs so much but summaries are summaries and I gotta keep 'em concise. That's it until next time. W, signing off.

Gonna shooooout yer lungs out!

Cause it's summer vacation! At long last, school has come to a close! And, I've already started getting my life back together ahaha! Applied for a job, reuniting with old friends, some of my friends are patching things up with me(so proud :P), and I'm already back into practicing some art stuffs. I think i'm gonna have to add getting in shape to that list... possible a tan- natural of course.

Things are lookin' up! Let's hope they stay that way! *knocks on wood*

Dailyness subsides

Well, it's been me and nick posting daily or close to daily for a while now. My blog sometimes goes nearly a week without views/comments so I'm lowering my post rate to when I think that it's worth doing. Still fairly often, probably, but not daily. I haven't heard from my friend about our story/comic for a while now, so everything has been kind kinda halted...

In Honor of my 150th Post...

I'm going to bed so I can be rested enough to study for finals all day tomorrow. Wish me luck!!!

(\_/)
(^-^)

I

Lied.

Keepin it short again

Posting every day is kinda aimless when I know it's impossible to get to a computer every day of my life. However I want to achieve a years worth (365) of posts as close to my start date as possible. I think when I reach the anniversary of this blog I'll see how many posts I've actually done in a years time.

Anyway, today I woke up with blemishes and blots on my face that itched and shown red and puffy. An allergic reaction I assume, though I don't know what I'm allergic to since I've never suffered from any allergy symptoms. It's rather annoying and I pray it doesn't continue long.

After school I went to youth group, The W, as I have been for months now. I got free ice cream there and enjoyed a grand time with some friends. I also returned the money they raised to replace the PSP that was stolen from me. It didn't feel right to take it even if they did give it from the goodness of their hearts. Wonderfully enough I was rewarded with karma as my brother Dan said he no longer used his PSP and said that I could have his! :D Sure none of my files are on it but it's a clean slate. Plus, the low numbered firmware might might it easier to downgrade.

That's it for me, good night. :D

nope

way too busy. end of the year projects etc.

A star's goin' out. No.. make that two.

Lost a few things in the last few days. Material an personal. Sucks, but life goes on. If you're ever wondering what happened over the weekend that was so bad just talk to me on aim or ask V. Gave him a pretty thorough lowdown on it. I don't think I got into what made the evening so much worse but all I can really say is that I actually resorted to flipping out on someone to help them. Failed too.

Homework for now. Almost done for the night; just English...

Played RO with V. Not the first time I've played but it might as well me. Remember 0% of what I learned back then. Even the maps seem different.

Night world.

Stay up to watch the sunrise.

fuck my life. -o-

Talk about it tomorrow maybe. Probably not on here though. Maybe it I can remember.

OI!!! Oi. oi............

*yawn*

*sigh*

*yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnn*


*cough-sputter-spew*


I forced myself outa bed at that point x.x

Nothin special today. I'm headin' out on retreat tomorrow, be back Sunday afternoon. I wanted to prepare a drawing or two for the day's I won't be here. I got one done, but it's not to my liking. My blog is somewhat non-viewed lately anyway, so I think the one drawing will suffice. And it's back to studying for me,

Avada Kadavra!*BZZT!*

*Fizz......burn out*

Fuck...

Zomg

6 days left.


[EDIT] Grades posted online tonight. Not failing anything. I was in a slump for a while, now there's reason to have hope I can pull an 80 at least for the rest of this stuff :D

Reading, compostions, and tests; Oh my!

Not a bad day. Simple, didn't do much of anything as usual. Went to 7/11 after school, got a slurpee. After that I got picked up relatively early. By 3:45 I was dead asleep in my room.

I'll be going away this weekend on retreat with a youth group I hang around with, should be fun. I'll have some posts preset for those days so check 'em out. Maybe some drawings? (if I can find the time >.<)

Gotta get back to work now. Just as a title says, I've got quite a bit left tonight. I'm really hopin' I can get that peace of mind I always used to have back soon. Grades are posted tomorrow night. Hopefully my efforts have had some effect... God I hope so x.x

See you space cowboy.

Nothin' new tonight.

Just a normal day. Normal workload, normal lack of sleep, normal concern about final grades. Turns out I'm doing worse off in two subjects that I already feared I was. 2 weeks to fix that, wish me luck.

Oi

I'm not expecting to have much free time ranging from now until... a while, so.. lemme just say today was a normal day with nothing special about it but homework. I got my presentation done and emailed to my teacher, now I just need to finish the actual typed report and get some fake book sources....

Hm.. should be a fun night ahaha

I'll either edit this later or just do another post tomorrow.

G'd night.

Night off

random night off. Fun day, but I'm dead beat and think I'm just gonna get a jump on the work I have to do.

Oi, I'm in for it now T_T XD

Well, I went to school expecting to receive... 2+ detentions for homework I didn't do. I didn't do it to not do it, however, but instead I worked on my art poster which, in comparison to the others entered, I personally think pwned mad n00bs. I gotta say great work to some of my friends though, really. Now, the school day was actually quite enticing. I had two free periods today which allowed me to get a jump on some of the work I have to do this weekend in addition to my homework, so, no detentions :D Not that I'm accustomed to detentions anyway I'm just saying not today ahaha. Unfortunately, I put off some stuff for a while and now my time's running thin. I have to get an exceptionally large amount of work done this weekend, in addition to a project with a powerpoint presentation due in my teacher's email by 6:00 on Sunday. I hope I'm home.

Anyway, I'm amped for it now, maybe I'll get some done tonight, even though I've been itching to put my new art program to good use. Haven't had the chance to really figure it out yet ToT.


Anyway, onto poster pics!

......................................................[....->]

->..............................................work

Nope

Sorry lol, uber busy trying to get this homework and art poster done. >.<

short one

I really gotta get to work on this art poster. I have ideas but nothing solid still. I know what my theme is but expressing it has continued to prove difficult. Also, the decision of a medium to do it in still looms over the coming 2 days. I have to have it in on friday! >.<

Back to work for me!

http://www.isitchristmas.com/

damn.







Alright- so- today. Woke up at 5:30, having received a good 3 hours of sleep. Went to school kind of early. By first period I was wicked sick. I went to the nurse and she recommended I go home. I took her advice regardless of the test I didn't want to miss and I was very glad I did since i felt miserable for a good 3 hours after getting home. After that time I still felt sick but I collapsed in bed[around 11 i believe] and didn't wake up again until 8:15 tonight. Now I'm just studying and doing what I can for homework. I heard my test was a lot harder than anticipated so I'll be working pretty hard to get that down tonight.

Anyway, somehow I still feel tired but am unable to sleep. I really hope the sickness doesn't return tonight...

I call this one...

[The colors don't look as effed up on the real thing XD]

A lot actually does happen...

...when you think you're not doing anything.

After waking up at 10:30 today, realizing I missed the free PSAT practice test I could have taken at my school, I came down and had a fairly fulfilling breakfast. Afterwards, I worked on some graffiti which I think I've improved on recently; kind of figured a process of learning that's had positive effects so far. My cousin came over, we played Frisbee for a little while, then went out to Applebees. Afterwards we walked and talked and laughed and threw candy and whatnot. Going on to end the night with a small fire and some jokes. We came back here, enjoying a few segments of The Whitest Kids U Know, laughing evermore at Abe Lincolns "YOU FUCKED UP! YOU FUCKED UP!... YOU FUCKED UP! WHAT!? WHAT?! WHAT?! HEY!" (civilian),"what?" "WHAT!"

Gooooood stuff ahaha. Then we watched old Greg. He's got the funk.

I accidentally pissed off alycia today. Sorry 'bout that; although I can't morally agree with your presentation of the topic...

Um.. I guess I'm gonna get back to graffiti/anime.


Oh, V, if you get around to reading this, I gotta talk to you about something. If I forget, just mention Cheverus and I should get it.

The most

APPROPRIATE "Be Inappropriate with your friends day" ever XD

Nah kidding, it was a pretty normal day. Went bowling with some people, hung around afterwards. Mad crazy techno yo :P

Yet another quick one.

Really tired, have to finish this English poster project and then study more for chemistry. I need to get up early to do my math homework since I'll probably collapse at this desk if I try it here.

Night everyone.

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Busy night.

Busy night. Accomplished a lot, but still too much to do. I'll probably edit this later but in case I don't, I'll have this post wish I would at 11:11

Dum dee dum...

Going to bed. Nothing to tell today anyway.

Oh and the reason I've posted no fillers lately is because I'm currently collaborating on a project with someone else. Updates on that to come :P

First off,

I'd like to apologize for missing last night's post. I'm sure the masses were screaming in utter peril ph33ring that something may be wrong with sup3r blo99er W1ll14m. Just skimmed down my page and thought, *was last week really that busy* Doesn't seem like it now that it's over and done with but thinking back I can see the issues. Also noticed there's been almost 5 days since I've known anyone to have read this blog at all XD. I really wish the other half my teachers were at least semi-competent. A few of them have yet to upload the grades which they're "required" to do. Douchebags... try and make us look like incompetent supposed sophisticated fools, yet look more foolish than the majority of us.

Oh well, 20 more school days. Just enough time to get my grades where I want them. Lets hope I can pull that off.

Anyway, today: I slept until 1:30, not surprising since I was playing Gunbound "season 2" with V until 3 or so... yeah XD. Soon after waking up my parents went out(I guess around 3ish) and left me and Steve home alone all day. Having never really bothered turning the lights on, me and steve didn't talk much. I played on the computer, got most of my homework done. He watched movies and slept for a while. We did watch a good chunk of american pie today, then he watched dazed and confused.

I think I read 109 pages in MegaTokyo today. Just passing the time. Everyone was out. I missed the walk for hunger and wasn't going to go the Cheverus 100th anniversary alone today so I was just here the whole time.

I guess you could sum up today as a day where nothing changed. Every thing's just normal. When won't it be so my excitement can come back?

zomg missed post

I'm sorry, I was out.

Rainy days

Rained today. Went out. Crazy 7 people on bed time down street(nothin' happened I assure you XD) And.. now my cousin's sleepin' over so we're gonna go chill in the basement and play videogames or something.

Homework.

Theo, math, and study chem like madman.

Stupid me...

forgot two! not one! but two books tonight! How I managed that I cannot say but now I am forced to go to school extremely early tomorrow in order to avoid detention.

Wish me luck x.x

11:11 Make a wish...

I wish I could get this homework done faster T_T

Oh sleep, why hast thou forsaken me!

As much as I enjoyed the sleep I got when I collapsed at home earlier, I'm kicking myself for taking that nap. The nap wasn't even intentional! But, seeing as I want to finish the homework as fast as I can tonight, this is it for me. G'd night.

-BFavs

[EDIT] Another New Beginning

you don't even know x.x

[EDIT]Began yet another chapter in my life today, and since I've made some good headway on my homework so far, I figure it'd be fine to tell you about my day.

I got confirmed today. I'll be sure to upload the photos when I get them. For my confirmation name I chose Timothy. Aside from being an apostle and pal-ing around with St. Paul, Timothy is also the name of my deceased cousin so I thought it'd be cool to take that name over. Thus, the church recognizes me with that name of usually with my full name of William Francis Timothy Fava III... okay, the 1st. AND THE ONLY! >;D

Anyway, it was a really nice experience and change of pace from over the last few days.

Afterwards I went over to Alycia's house where we ate food and cake, bounced around on the trampoline, played guitar hero II, played a bit of volleyball, dunked balls from on the trampoline, and had a war with the balls afterwards. Lets see... it was me, Alycia, Erin, Steven, Danny, Scott, Julia, Brittany, and Samantha over there so we had a good time hangin' out tonight. Hm.. I got a bit of cash and some congratulations so tonight wasn't too bad.

Now a little update on my life, since I haven't really been able to or been up to talking about it online recently. As it stands, it seems my group of friends is split in half; between Alex and Stephen; And(Me who was with them and has to side with them morally on earlier issues)Matty and Brittany. Others too, but most prominently us. I may have posted about it a while back when it happened how Alex and Matty got into an argument, and maybe how they haven't spoken to each other much since. Being in the middle is something I'm kind of used to, so here's how it looked from my perspective for a while:

They argued. They both insulted each other. Morally Alex was wrong for what he said to the person they argued over, but I've known him for a long time and know he was just joking and it was his personality speaking. He can't agree that in that situation his choice of speech was wrong. Matty defended his friend who he knew since early grade-school and not alex. Alex apologized via text. Matty may not have got it. Matty says he tried making up by being friendly, but I wasn't really paying attention to that too much.

--FAST FORWARD--

Nothing changed between them. Group is split between hanging with either one of them at one time. I'm with Brittany and Matty and Mike O'. Matty had to go home to do something for about an hour. I'm waiting with Brittany in Vinnie's pizza for Matty, who I called to ask when he was coming back. He was on his way when my brother came down to meet us. He'd called Alex and Stephen. Those two show up, tell us to come along, not knowing we're to be with Matty. I tell him I'm waiting for him. He leaves with everyone 'cept me and Brittany. Matty's willing to forgive him, so long as he apologizes(understandable, but I say forgive and forget. No offense please.)Alex wants Matty to apologize. For what? I can only guess maybe something he said while they were arguing. Other than that he has no rightful reason to expect an apology.

Now here I am. I'm not going to choose between either of them truly because I cannot dismiss a very good old friend for being himself when it really didn't hurt anyone; or another good friend for standing up for what's right. I dunno if Alex is pissed at me yet for the other day(Wednesday), but if he is I want him to forgive and forget. That always works for me, but unfortunately Alex has a habit of holding grudges.

Back to work for me, au revoir.

work work work!

ZOMG LAB AND A LOT OF OTHER HOMEWORK! WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS!?!?! >O<

In other news, life has seldom improved. I'm busy formulating how to get everything back on track. I like to fix problems, not wallow in them ;D

[EDIT] This new layout is not to stay. I was just wasting time while doing homework again..

I lied.

Things are lookin' rough for me the next few days. Check Tuesday's post for a glimpse at how life has been for me ahaha. Somethings are a little better, others have blown up in my face. I haven't been like depressed or anything like that, cause the whole thing with these situations that came up recently is just stupid and makes no sense. Some of my friends just gotta grow up and learn not to hold grudges over something stupid.

<.< >.>

Night off. Previous posts should sum up how things in my life have been.
I know it's against my own policy but I may, may and only may, not post until Monday or so. See if I can't get things back in order. x.X

Sometimes

life gives you lemons. Unfortunately these lemons are too spoiled to make -ade.

It's just a cycle.

Long post if you've got the time...



I don't have too many bad days but this had to be one of 'em.

For starters, all my plans fell through. Oh and someone's gotta let me know if that's a right expression for saying that things didn't work out cause I was arguing about that earlier with someone.

Let's start from the beginning. I'm really tired and just don't feel like writing anything so I'll keep it blunt.

Plans to go to Boston today with friends, Lauren who I haven't seen in a while was among them. That fell apart literally as I was going out the door to go to the station when I got a call and they said they didn't want to go anymore. I said, "alright w/e, do you wanna meet up in a little while then to hang out?" And the response I got was almost disheartening in how.. simpleton-ish it was.[no offense Brittany ;P] "well we're not gonna do anything..." and.. like... when do we EVER do anything? Don't we always just meet up and hang around? That's all teenagers without money can do anyway.

Oh but I loved the next part, that set me off for the rest of the day. "Why don't we just go to the movies later?" Well, for one, we just got through the whole "I'm poor" thing, and two, it's FUCKING B-E-A-UTIFUL OUTSIDE! >________<

Ug, so with my other friends either working, doing drugs, or playing call of duty all day long, I was stuck at my house looking out at the amazing weather we had today. At one point I just grabbed my skateboard and left my house without saying anything and skated around on my own for 2 hours. Fun stuff lol.

So, I had no plans alllll day.



I thought about my recent stress, mainly stemming from last night, and I think I can see what's happening with my life.

While he was high last night, one of my friends said something really insightful: "We're not a whole anymore" And that summed it all up. So much has driven my friendships apart lately. People are holding grudges, getting into some bad stuff, just plain being jerks, and etcetera. Why it's weighing down on me so much is because I'm stuck right in the middle. I have no grudges, I forgive them when they do their stupid drug shit, and as far as I can tell no one thinks of me as being a jerk at all: I try not to be. But since I'm stuck in the middle of all this and different people all of a sudden don't wanna see other people in all different ways, it's getting harder and harder to be friends with everyone. I miss the times when we were all on the same level with each other. Now there's some people I wonder if I'll ever hang around with again.

People are hypocrites. I try to avoid it and don't do what I don't think(and visa versa)It was almost painful to hear watch two sides and allegiances form between my group of friends over the last two days. We haven't even hung out in a group and this happened. Truly it makes no sense and I wish they would realize it.

On top of all this, I made a recent commitment to myself that I've failed already twice I feel I've made improvement. Unfortunately I fear it has come with more stress and has weighed even more on my lack of being able to find inspiration and form motivation.



I don't do much depressing thinking, but I found myself listening to some depressing jazz last night after a line in cowboy bebob that pretty much summed up all I need to deal with now...

Something along the lines of "Everything has a beginning and an end, life is just a cycle of starts and stops. There are ends we don't desire, but they're inevitable. We have to face them, that's what being human is all about. It's been a fast trip..."

Too fast. Where will our stop be? Or is it just another beginning?

Life is but a dream

when you're high at least. My friends were in their own dream earlier; after a fun day of going out to eat, enjoying some old scenery, taking a wild bus trip, and camping out in the woods for a few hours with naught but a brush fire and.. well that's when they entered dreamland so... yeah XD

Watchin' anime to pass some time tonight, I'll start my lab tomorrow. Someone oughta yell at my about that lmfao. Doing a bit of writing tonight as well. I wanna see what kinda characters I can come up with personality-wise so I can see wtf I'm working with for real. Also I'm gonna lay off talking about this project in blogger until I get some headway...

Takin' it easy.

At least I wish I could'a done that today. It was uber beautiful out and I was hoping I could have done today since I couldn't go out at all. See, I got up fairly early and signed online to make plans for the day. Lucky me got four different plans to choose from for the day. That's really rare, usually it's me who organizes things. But- of course- "Billy we need to give your confirmation information to the youth minister at the 5:00 mass so don't go anywhere[or something of the like XD]" and so, I spent my whole day inside, and by the time I got home from mass everyone was gone. Yay me. Oh well, there's always tomorrow.

I would have liked to put up a longer post tonight, but there was literally nothing to report on XD

good night everybody

Okami

Almost done. So epic. Great ending thus far, can't wait to see the rest.

Nothing

- that I'd like to state publicly about tonight other than I walked a lot and I got to see the moon for four hours surrounded by wilderland.

I'm pretty beat so I'm gonna take it easy tonight. Maybe draw something on my graffiti wall. I'll try and get some ideas down for that new story arch. This one's not as simple or childish so I think it'll work out better for everyone.

Service...

... to myself and others.

Mainly others, since my life is controlled indirectly by our society at least.

That doesn't have much to do with anything really lol. I have a lot of homework to do. I just finished the report I should have done a week ago annnnnd, now I'm tired w/ other work to do.

Sry guys

I have a chance to sleep tonight. Think I'm gonna take it.

However I'd like to use this time to regretfully inform you that I've scrapped the story script I'd started. I do plan on continuing with the project, but I just couldn't get the feel I wanted with the script and my art isn't toned enough to bring that out on its own yet. Gimme some time, it's almost vacation and the work's piled up high for the next few days.

[EDIT] Someone remind me to tell you about today tomorrow lol. But say yesterday since today will the the yesterday of tomorrow's today, eventually.

Tuesday Night

-Yawn-

Ordinary school day I guess. Nothing really spectacular happened. Got to do some practice graffiti with a friend mine(on paper) since I'm tryin' to pick it up on top of what I'm already doing. It's a bad habit of mine to start something great and then get delayed because I come up with ideas that I know I need to get down before I forget them. Makes me a bit unreliable sometimes ;;^^

Um.. got to here a great speaker at my church tonight for a pre-confimation thing. It was pretty good, he was a funny guy. Lots of props and double kudos to that priest.

Other than that I've been dying to get some sleep so I think I'm gonna head up soon.

Night everyone :D

ZOMG NO FILLER! You meanie, Billy! >:[

Sry viewers...er... viewer XD

I was out all day: Drivers Ed, home, eating supper, my Nana's birthday, home, had to help someone w/ something I promised and now I'm utterly swamped with work soooo.. Nothin' to show tonight.

Oh world, why do you corrupt my memory?

Ahaha, stress on me is only noticeable when I tell you or if you happen to notice a slump in my usual... routine; I guess you could call it a routine. Nothing outlined, just my way of doing things.

Well this time the stress of the weekend caused me to fail in remembering to announce the achievement of my 100th post! This is 101..or 102, 102 I believe. I was planning a NLC gathering for my 1, 2, and sometimes 3 views along with whoever else was online, but that apparently didn't happen XD Hm... maybe for my 107th/108th post whoever is on can join me in a poker game via Rounders Poker on ijji :D

Anyway I've got a lot to do. It's my brothers birthday so I was out for a while while we went out to eat and whatnot.

OH CRUEL FATE!

WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME!???




Such a day I had. Terror, irony, laughable, physic, and painfull




Got robbed last night. Thieves broke into my brother's and my mother's cars. Stole her GPS and my Dad's $100 sunglasses and for what ever reason they took the Jimmy Buffet CD that was on the dashboard...

On top of that, my backpack that was in my brother's is now gone. Thankfully they emptied out my books and papers. From what I can derive I have mostly everything. There may have been some old papers in there that they didn't bother digging out. Funny though how they even went though the small pockets and things and took out my bible and small things I had in the side pockets and whatnot. The most obvious conclusion for taking that is most likely to carry the other shit they stole. After all they went around the whole block looking for unlocked cars. (Brother left the car unlocked and I have no explanation for why my mom's car didn't lock[it locks automatically after a short time])

Finally they made off with my brother's bike and my bag with everything in it. They took the time to re-lock the shed, probably to prevent suspicion, but were stupid enough to not realize that bikes leave tracks in the mud ahaha. Got a shoeprint too ;D

Really sucks though.


I hope this reminds you of that post yesterday where I ranted about the evil in this town and my optimism and patience. IRONY or PREMONITION!?! WEIRD AS FUCK. It's crazy how many things almost prevented this from happening. For one, early in the afternoon my friend(online) asked me to do him a favor and put his ipod charger in my bag right then because I'd forgotten it that morning and he knew I'd forget over the weekend. I got the charger and put it with my stuff, but looked out the window and that car and said "Eh, it's Friday, Ill get it later. No big..." Then my dad tells me to get some of my stuff to put it in my bag; I ignored it...

Last night I gave up on writing when my laptop overheated and I lost the file completely. I'm usually up until 3 or 4 and my cars are within eyeshot but I didn't stay up last night.

Earlier that day I'd put my bag in my brother's before walking home. I ended up seeing my mom and she asked me where it was and if I wanted to get it before we left. I said naw I'll get it out later...

Ug! So many signs and I ignored them all. Honestly I felt something when left it there. Like something wasn't right. Nothing logically was wrong so I left it there.


But anyway, this day just went from bad, to alright, to worse, and to worst.

After a shocking wakeup, I came downstairs very early and having gotten very little sleep. Of course there'd be no food in the house. The sun came out and I remembered the beauty of the world for the first time this spring. My cousin, brother, and I went walking through the wood and enjoying the warm weather exploring. Then the temperature dropped quickly and rain picked up. We were forced in. All of our usual group of friends was busy. We stayed in bored. Eventually we went to the mall to meet some of my friends. Wasn't bad but I hate the mall and I really couldn't enjoy myself there. So few people speak English in there anymore it nearly scared me. I was reminded of my poorness and didn't buy anything there. When we finally left we headed out to the car my brother was waiting to drive us home. Lucky me got my fingers slammed in the door as my cousin raced for shotgun... Yay me.

Now I'm tired and my earlier motivation has just been shot dead. I'm not angry or upset or anything it's just that the day was so stressful on me physically.


Oh! And on top of all that my good computer has a virus, Malware rather, called "AntiSpywareDeluxe" which boasts "the best antispyware ever" which is such an obvious turn off it's like the creator didn't even try. I bite my thumb at the creator.

Got any suggestions for removing it non-manually let me know. Spyware Doctor is good and most recommended but buying something is not an option for me.

Weeeeeeeeeee've all been lost for most of this liiiife,

and everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us.

And I know: most of us will stay right.


I plan to. Ya know, I almost felt like Yagami Light did when he first found the death note. There seems to be no where out there where someone's just not being ignorant or just frankly being an asshole. But, I contrast myself from KIRA greatly. I've got a lot of hope for this world. I can only pride myself on my patience and my optimism. I don't mean for this post to be all physiological and such, it's just been a long day. It wasn't even a bad day, honestly. I hardly know the meaning of bad days anyway! Lookin' though this blog I can only find a few myself XD Alright I'm gonna back away from that topic. Just a spur of the moment thing really.

I'm back into writing tonight. I've got some pretty sweet ideas to follow up on I really want to include. Got a lot of inspiration lately too. Contests on DA, reading some things, talking to people, listening to music, and I got to look at the sketchbook of a fellow student who's graffiti and traditional artwork was just incredible. He was like one of those people who are really great at something but you'd never expect it. I'm sure his friends must 'ave or he must 'ave wanted to show his graffiti. I wasn't really with his group I was just at the table and snuck a few peeks when he turned pages ahaha. Beastly work, I wanted to commend him.

Anyway, I'm really glad it's Friday. Such a long week comes to close with the reward of a quiet night with my brother out of the house and the room to myself.


Check out my graffiti wall on facebook for some recent stuff and a new spin on real graffiti I'd like to get good at! :D

Short post for now.

I've got a lot to do tonight. Cant say anything super interesting happened today really. I'm gonna try to say a bit later but it looks like I'm in a for a few hours more of homework.

Normality ensues.

Yet another normal day in the books for me. I guess there's a few things I could say about the day though. Hm.. for starters, my mother decreed that she's no longer purchasing cold-cuts for sandwiches until I cut my hair off. That's getting annoying. It's been a week with only peanut butter for me. However I've resolved to outlast her. Only two months left of school anyway XD

Um.. I got to see a pretty interesting copy of the Book of Kells today. It's an ancient Christian book that was recovered in Ireland. Held my interest for the good 2 minutes I got to look at it.

Hm... my lab was beastly. I think I did it close to perfect. I even got the exact percentage expected with 0% error. Pretty niiice. Lab reports are the only thing keeping my chemistry grade alive right now. Although chapter 8 doesn't look too dreadful as of yet.

I'm having driver's ed three days a week now so as to finish before vacation. Took a test in there today. I think I aced it. It's really annoying to be in that room for the class though because 16 out of the 19 in the class are extremely loud and obnoxious and make me kind of annoyed that these are the people I'm gonna be contemporaries with on the road.

Hung around with a few friends in the hallway until about 5. People give odd looks at the girl who always comes to sit around with us since seeing girls is so rare in the halls ahaha.

So I drove home today. Interesting experience. I'm not a super great driver but I'm improving thankfully. Be able to drive friends at the latest next October. Don't quote me on that please. I'll tag this post with "license" so it can be looked back on to yell at me XD

Got home, went to youth group, made fun of my friend because she went tanning and looked like a cherry, went home, did homework, and here I am.

Guess that's it. Kind of a fact-fact-fact post but I figure I'd best make this worth checking once in a while.

See you space cowboy...

Yawwwwnnn

Fairly normal day. Actually.. completely normal day. Nothing interesting at all happened. I'm about done with my lab and I'm not anticipating too late of a night. I'm considering leaving days like this out of my blog.

ouch

[EDIT] FILLER! Again... it's coming along slowly. Filler's just keep my motivation going.




Failed chem. It was bad, I'm not even going to repeat my grade. It's only slightly encouraging that amidst my 2+ hours of studying and another 2+ in the morning that a few people still did worse than I. And to do worse than I did is almost an accomplishment.

Ah well, retakes all around! Minus the kid who got a 110%! Congrats to him though. It's really hard for most of us.

Anyway, doing math homework now. Other than that I have a history test tomorrow. That shouldn't be too bad so long as I review my notes beforehand.

Normal school day today. Driver's ED afterwards.. really tired.

I learned today that if you have long hair you can't fall asleep when it's still damp from the shower. = really annoying to deal with XD

Gonna finish up this math and type out the beginning of my lab report tonight. It's due Wednesday thank God but I'll be dying if I don't start it tonight.

v

chem

Traversing the Great Lands of Yonder Malden

Such an adventure had befallen today that to the unenlightened ear on to the geography of a once great Malden it would fear to be deceived. Alas, Tis the truth! Across the deepened woodland and across the rivers of old three young boys, of the race of men, constructed a monument fit for a summer's stay. For you see, I, among the three, hast come before thine computer screen to tell you the tale that would lead for a greater tomorrow!

Ah, yes, such an adventure the still frames of it clash together in front of my minds eye. Simple, it began, as the three left their beloved home in search of sustenance that could not be brought forth from the family's stocks. Traveling proved no challenge as the arrived at the far of land of Richdale Convenience in good merchantry. With what they could muster in coinage they each quenched their famish with good drink such as Arizona and Fanta, no lies! Upon leaving they soon reached the remaining woodland in a town now bustling with the convenience of a modern age. But with no such convenience did these boys carry, no! They scaled the slippery slopes covered with deadened leaves and rotting lumber. Fighting their way through fierce fields of bloodsucking winged varmints and scaling yet again a cliff that would take them most high. On the cliffs edge I fell, catching myself as an instant reaction to preserve a life with such few adventure that a simple fall would not serve as an end. With all might the three reached the top; opening a view over a vast stretch of rare yet an unmanned land. Remnants of men lay rusted on their path before but here it seemed the world had remained untouched; even surrounded by town no more than a miles off in any way, and only closer still. fair pools, a hands deep, lay scattered. The captured rainwater upon the smoothened rock face proved useful for cleansing their hands and faces. It was here, they decided, that a monument be built: a fire pit, no a fireplace rather! And so it was. With ample seating, supplies, and dreams, a place for fire was built in preparation for a midsummer's evening whereas friends could gather without fear for a night of warmth and fun. Pleased with their work, the three laid in the sun until afternoon had set in. They returned home joyously. A secret was theirs, and so I make it known to those who will not see it in their days that I am content with what we have accomplished.

Ant that is the story.

Hopefully that was entertaining XD

I'm home alone tonight for a another few hours I'm guessing so I figured I'd best put in a worth post seeing as I haven't in a while.

Good night world.

bleh

I go sleep.

Um..

it's my fault tonight that I have to keep this short. I wasn't loaded too badly tonight but there's a funny story to why I'm even awake right now. See, after school I put my backpack in my brother's car so he'd just drive it home to me around 4:30. That way I could walk home. It was beautiful out, relatively at least(I consider 50 degrees t-shirt weather ahaha), and so I walked. Got home, my brother and friend were there. They have off tomorrow for some reason I'm not sure of. I planned to get my backpack at the usual time when he got home, get a few subjects done, and then go to the MC rugby game tonight. As it turns out, my brother was out volunteering for something of some sort and wouldn't be home until 8:30. Hence, I went to the game anyway since it was at 6 and I figured it'd work out alright. It did, and so here I am doing it after collapsing from getting home.

The game was great, but there were no more than 10 spectators. Two fellow students, one I knew, wrapped in blankets, and then my group of me, Steven, Stephen, and Brittany. It was a great game as I said but the temperature dropped dramatically and we were all in light sweatshirts from the weather earlier. We talked and joked a lot. I listened to an hour-long recording of something rather personal that I won't discuss here, and we huddled together and watched the game pretty much XD Oh yeah, we went to Papa Gino's for some mozzarellas sticks ahaha.

Well, that post was remotely short lol

I hate doin' this...

...but... I gotta keep it short tonight. I have two more subjects to do on top of this English because my sleep schedule is so effed up and I've just been so dead after school these days. Also last night when I was in a similar predicament, I studied my chemistry really hard but I still only managed a 29 out of 50. It's killing my grade more and more, and slowly at that, but it's getting consistent and I really can't waste any of my time tonight.

Lots of stuff happenin'!

LIES! April fools.


In all seriousness I just got a ton of homework and because I was dying to get some sleep earlier I'm choosing to be lazy tonight.

Lot's of homework?

Well I thought not, but I realized soon after doing what I thought was all that I had missed one thing and I had three quizzes tomorrow. Lucky me! :D

[CLICK TO REMOVE SQUISHEDNESS]



Alright, this is a quick mspaint fanart of a poster for a game coming out for the DS called The World Ends With You in America and It's a Wonderful world in Japan.

Truth be told I forgot to make a filler of my own due to the stress of the day.

Also, The World Ends With You is created by the team that did kingdom hearts so I can't wait to play it. I LOVE Nomura's artwork for all the FF games and especially the kingdom hearts cover style and now this game's art. I <3 it and want to mimic/built off of it. It's cartoony but it shows a lot of talent and dedication.

...

BOO!

IT'S SATURDAY!

well, not anymore...

Ahaha, kind of a dull day. I did go out but it wasn't super interesting. I couldn't get in touch with my druggy friend all day which kinda blew but all and all it wasn't a bad time.

Got up around 12:30. I'd been up for a good hour and a half or so I was just in bed watching some movie with the guy from two and a half men where he was like, some advice giving person with a woman as his alias. Kinda funny, not really. Anyway, I got up, cooked some scrambled eggs, cleaned my room, repaired the piping to my bathtub, then got a call and went out. First I walked down to my school to watch my friend's first rugby game. I honestly didn't get the game but I might join cause they're looking for players. Hopefully I can figure it out XD. Um.. after that we got a ride to applebees where we were for a loooong long time. Oh! When I was at the school meeting someone, a group of my friends thought it'd be great to get my other friend, on the rugy team, a Cinderella balloon with a box of rice crispy treats tied to the bottom of it. That was pretty funny. Anyway while we were at applebees I felt like a friggen scavenger because I hadn't eat all day since the eggs, 7 hours previously at least, and I really wanted food x.x

Went from there to around town a bit. We didn't go back to ryan family amusment's bowling where we met before applebees but we were around there. Jeez I'm forgetting so many details about the night it's bugging me ahaha. Before we ran across the street to applebees we were in the arcade at Ryans Family Amusements where my friend hit the jackpot twice and got like, 1500 tickets or something ridiculous like that. He bought a bunch of matching indian bracelet things for everyone XD Along with a bunch of dumdums. Anyway so we ate and went to Jason's house. It was a nice place. He had some cute puppies.

Ug, nothing else really happened I guess. Seems like a lot but it was spaced over a long time. Like I started this post as soon as I got in the door ahaha.

What a day, what day,

Well I got 16 out of 50 questions on the chemistry thing today. May seem bad, but I actually beat out a good number of people scarily. I was probably on the lower half of the class average. Not bad considering I got the material yesterday ;D

Of course there were two really high grades, one a 45, another a 44. Oh, a friend of mine got a 35 too. I was proud of 'em. Got to see them really get motivated for it ahaha.

Anyway, got home, didn't do too much. Had some friend over. The night pretty much blew after that because a friend of mine is really fucked up on drugs. I'm not going to let that continue, just you watch. Came back, chilled in my basement. I had to sprint back down to the place we were, few blocks away, to find my cousin who had left my group to find the others who left out a different way than the actual exit. Found him, no prob.

I'm pretty tired, haven't seen V or really many other people online lately. Dunno what's up with that but oh well.

Night Blogspot.

"MnO4-"? ...um...........

No time again as I predicted. Thank God tomorrow's Friday. Gonna be up allll night studying chemistry. G'd night everyone v-v

..And it's just the price I pay, destiny has cheated me... Meh, destiny's not gonna stop me.

[EDIT] Memorization is coming along slowly but surely. Hopefully putting this into practice will come along as well.

little self practice and reassurance right here:
Ammonium NH4+
Mercury(I) Hg2 2+
Mercury(II) Hg2+
Thiocyanate SCN-
Hydroxide OH-
Acetate C2H3O2-

If anyone checks this post and wants to verify those it's appreciated but I think I'm sure on 'em. I know more I just don't have my list with me ^_^

AAA

Too much to do again. Been swamped all week and it's going to continue like this the next two days. I'll update what I've been dealing with when I can. As for now, back to my historical essay analysis.

Quick post

Too much to do tonight to take time out to type a lot tonight. Not much to say anyway, just kinda missin' the popularity of blogger among my friends. Just got V checking my blog usually regularly now. Sometimes Rich, maybe Nick. Other than that I'm getting minimal feedback and am questioning the use of posting nightly.

Oh school..

back to school tomorrow. I can't believe this was a five day weekend. I did practically nothing aside from last night's hanging out and then the food fast. Looking back I can hardly pick what I did out. Let's see... watched an old friend smoke weed, watched another old friend promise to give up drugs, food fast craziness, and last night. Nothin' happened today aside from me sleeping in and then doing homework.

Ahaha, oh how I wish it would warm up. The tauntingly sunny weather lures me outside only to find my lawn frozen over. Anyway, I wanted to get a decent filler up tonight but I totally misjudged the amount of homework I had and so I had to do something really quick in paint. It's like a scribble, legit. XD

Happy Easter! :D

Give or take 1940 years ago Jesus died and rose from the dead in fulfillment of the scriptures :D Haza! Death is no obstacle for me! XD

Not a bad day, crazy Easter fest. Gotta say it was a hell of a DOP3 evening too.
Family came over. Don't see my cousins on my dad's side too much so it was awkward to a point but it wasn't bad.

Um, I got two chocolate rabbits. Those should last a while. Hm.. my memory's kinda shot tonight. I'm kinda annoyed I didn't get as much writing as I wanted done during the evenings. A sign of things to come, I hope not. God knows when I'll get this thing started XD

Anyway, it's past 9 in the afternoon and I'm tired. Homework tomorrow, probably won't be around aim too much.

Night everybody.

Is there a ghost in myyy hoouuseee

Good evening bloggers,

Got home from the food fast this afternoon just around 12. Got 'ome, and dropped in bed until 6:15.

So why did I drop for six hours? Well, let's recap my wonderful 24 hours at the church:
Got up around 9:30, showered and stuffed down an impossible number of pancakes, then rushed out the door thinking we were gonna be late. We weren't, but people didn't even start really coming in until a good hour after the thing started; i laughed at their insolence. Anyway, we watched some slide show about hunger and disease and then played this "sit down if" game followed by a another game, "pull up", where we had to run across a circle of chairs and pull someone of the opposite sex up and take their seat. Yay? Hm.. so we.. went to the chapel.. talked, and then had some free time. My brother and several others played music that was actually really good. Meanwhile I played "weed" with a few friends.

A few prayers and gatherings later, and after an incredible speech from a great guy, Dave, whose life is just a great tale to hear, we attended to the Good Friday liturgy in the Church above us. Now, we were told to bring something nice to wear, I did, but what I brought wasn't really great and it didn't appear like I put much thought it grabbing it; which is correct. I didn't. In fact, I along with nearly everyone else did the same thing. But, the honor of carrying the cross for the veneration of it was thrust on me unexpectedly and I had to do it in what I had. The veneration of the cross is a huge deal if you don't know what it is. It's probably one of the oldest traditions in the church dating back before even the split of the church, I believe, and it was really an honor to do it. Thankfully we didn't eff it up x.x

So we came back, did some prayer activity stuff, had a bunch of free time, slide show drinks and sending the middle school students home at 11. After that we put in movies on the projector, people got their sleeping stuff out, I didn't, and time passed. Um.. we played the hat game, click click bang bang, green glass doors, and this is the way we sweep the floor. Um.. people did drinking games, we blasted music in the kitchen which is where the games took place. There were only about 15 of us who just stayed up all night. Um.. I kinda snorted hot cocoa with some people just for laughs like it was cocaine or something ahahaha. My bad. It was just funny, I'll never do drugs.

So the movies continued when we were forced outa the kitchen around 4am, we just kinda sat in the darkness outside the counter to the kitchen hallway and talked. Then we went and sat around on our own pretty much and watched the movies. The movies didn't ever actually end for us to sleep, cause I eventually dozed off a little into Bee movie and and woke up for the last hour of it. It was about 7:45 when I woke, and the movie's not that long, plus I'd watched some before I dozed off.

As you can see, that left me with about 45 minutes to an hour of sleep last.. morning... so I was utterly dead when we finally left. Of course we couldn't leave and eat until time was up and that was at 11 so we enjoyed a lovely morning stroll in the freezing weather walking about the pond nearby. There's a nice path. Found a cool ledge to lay myself down on for a little while.

And so, I was dead from all that time w/o sleep and w/o food. 24 fast wasn't that bad, just the sleep deprivation. But I enjoyed it and that's what mattered.

Woke up and was supposed to the carnival tonight. Didn't go. Wound up going to my friends house till 10:30. That was fun. We watched part of the notebook but no one really payed attention. They kept trying to bribe me into kissing my male friend. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

Night everyone, almost easter! :D

Annnnd... Queue bagpipes! Amazing Grace, stat! XD

The bagpipes played, people in black wept, William Fava had passed on.

Righto! Let's say this is upcoming Saturday afternoon XD

Tomorrow I'm going on a food fast for 24 hours, so.. skinny me = as good as dead. No worries, my will's in my sock ;D

Kidding of course, but I'm not looking forward to it. I'm assuming we'll be kept busy, so I'll be stocking up on food ridiculously in the morning before we go ahaha. Shouldn't be too bad.

Bad news however, is that I'll be unable to post tomorrow night unless blogger works on my PSP and there's wireless internet in the Church. I'm doubtful, but I'll be packing that and keeping it locked and safe constantly watched.

I'm wondering how the sleeping arrangements are going to work... since it's co-ed and all.

^-[TODAY]-^

Anyway, not much to say on today, just some sickness and some sadness ahaha.

1) First the sickness; I woke up and felt like crap so I sat on my couch and read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

2) Now the sadness; I finished it T_T!!! T'was the only book series I ever really loved. Even more than the LotR, and now there's nothing left. FANTASTIC ending, I loved it. J.K. is extremely talented at tying a tone of things together at once very skillfully. I, unfortunately, am not that good, as of yet.

Thaz it for me, see ya Saturday night Blogspot! Not like anyone's reading my posts as often anyway but it's all good :P

MONDAY MONDAY MODAY

-I don't have school ;D
-Oh, tomorrow and Friday too

Um.. I felt like crap allllll day.

Learned today that I'm absolutely screwed in Chemistry. Turns out the day I missed was a day of an irreplaceable lesson that could, could, have saved me in the hardest chapter of the book. But now I have a 5 day weekend, homework in that subject and all my others, and.. I'm screwed ahaha. Oh well, it'll work out somehow.

Aiight, so, after classes finished I went to drivers ed, but not before showing my teacher his fan club on facebook, which he loved XD.

Took a test in drivers ed, got a grade higher than most, cause I'm so bloody good at bullshitting short answers! Ahaha, naw I really knew the stuff this time. :D

Um, afterwards I met up with Joe, Lance, Joel, Zack, and two girls Kristen and.. I believe her name was Katie/Kate/Katherine/w.e other variation there is- kat, maybe, lol. So we bummed around for a little while, through things around the deserted hallway. Walked to Kristen's house, I pet her cat XD, then went back to MC where we just hung around in the hallways layin' around and shootin' the shit until.. oh... say about 6 o'clock for me ahaha.

Got home, collapsed in bed, mind you I felt like shit still.

Got up, ate, played FFXII a bit. I think I have a good strategy to get past where I'm stuck right now; gonna take a while unfortunately. Serves me right for not thinking ahead. Oh well, my fault.

Um.. other than that... here I am. Plans for tomorrow? Dunno yet. Gotta wait an' see.

I think I'll start putting some hard ideas down for my storyline tonight. Depending if I can stay up and focus a bit.

See ya everyone. IE: Richard and Virak XD

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Not much to say

'CEPT HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD

^-^

Don't think I mentioned I saw the departed yesterday- loved it, wish I'd seen it when everyone else had so I would've understood the references XD

Anyway, today, still sick, had school, it sucked. After school had driver's ed. Had to finished a project so I went late. Got my teacher to recommend me for AP English next year, but I don't have the grades cause of my organization's suckingness XD

Went home, went online, went upstairs, slept, came down- here I am.

Still have some work to do. I'm gonna bring my English grade up a lot now if I can and try to argue my way into an AP class next year...

Comic update? Eh, threw together a small thing, nothin' major just cause I was sick over the weekend. Still writing and thinking about it.

No homework prevails [click me]!

A Fair Loss.

Well, unfortunately there's not denying it, MC lost the hockey game in a brutal 3 - 0 game against Reading at the Garden. On the upside of things though, it was an amazingly well played game on both ends and Reading did exceptionally well. Congrats.

Anyway, since I'm not much of a sports guy I'm not gonna complain or bash them or dwell on it too much, I'm just gonna move on like everyone else.

I'm still sick, it sucks. Can't breath, coughing is getting worse, really cold when I shouldn't be.

Oh one quick thing on the hockey game: We didn't get in to sick with the MC section. Rather, me Matty, Steven, Danny, Brittany, Erin, Leah, and her two friends all sat behind this group of 12 year old sluts, trust me, and I got to laugh a bit as my brother and Matty got teased by them and then they teased back XD All the while I was either watching the game or having my head buried in my sweatshirt.



I went driving today! Whooo me! I did pretty well I think. Just gotta work on my left turns- and parking- yikes.

I think the fastest I went was about 30 mph, and I was nervous. I was kinda anxious to get off that road and banged a pretty illegal right turn fast. Oops.

That's it for now.

Agent W, signing off.

Sick.

Sleep.

Everybody Dance Now!

... or not.

Soooo, there was a dance tonight at MC. Last year they instituted the "no grinding zone" thing and the dances have just sucked and been a joke ever since. I went, most of my friends do, but we go basically to meet up and then bounce, which is what we did tonight.

Started at 7:30, we bailed around 8:45. Went to Papa Gino's around the corner and had much, muuuuch more fun than we would have at the dance. Not only did I score two 3 point shots with a coin and Brittany's cleavage, but we got to have a killer laugh when this man came in with a "Border Patrol" staff shirt XD. See, we were with a Spanish girl whose citizenship is legit, but it's always been funny to make deporting jokes. Someone looked at the guy and was just like, "are you serious, like are you sure?" and I, the ever-quote-full me, said, "Sure? I'm not just sure, I'm HIV positive!" XD

HIV + AIDS is terrible I know, but it was still funny tonight ahahaha.



Anyway, reading some of V's posts and whatnot led me thinking the other night and I realized I've actually been single for over a year. My God, I never thought going to an all boys high school would ruin me socially this much. I'm not gonna be all emo about it or anything, but I really gotta get my ass back out there XD

Leave me to my pondering...

Righto

So, I got up, fell back asleep, rushed to school at 7:40 again. Gotta break that habit.

Um, went to school, went through the day, everything was pretty normal. Hockey team won as I kind of mentioned last night. They'll be playing at the Garden on Sunday; I'm hopin' to be there.

Yeah, so, the dodgeball tournament was today. I was in the first heat verse the defending champs. As predicted it was just an onslaught on us XD

The "Track Team", consisting of several track athletes, won this year! T'was pretty great. One match was one on one, the two on one, the one on one and two on one the opposite way back and forth for like 20 minutes. It was so intense. They had this crazy like "last stand" type of music playing. All instrumental and just reminded everyone of this glorious battle XD

Some friends of mine came by during the tournament, they missed mine unfortunately.. well.. fortunately for me in a way XD

After that we got some food at burger king and went back to the school where we basically say until 6:30. I walked up by 7. Fun stuff.

Nothin else really happened today, but I gotta get going with the math I have left since I have a chem test tomorrow that I need to pass.

Night everyone.

Dun Dun Dun

No homework. Thank you hockey team- and congratulations! :D

Um.. there should be something below here.

[EDIT]

No homework prevails [click me]!

Okay, this is a better look at the style I plan to work with in the comic I'm scripting. These characters have several possible names each, but I'll have to figure something that fits them both soon enough.

Also, they won't be naked in the comic- much. Comic may feature some minor adult themes in the future- nothing drastic, no worries.

There will be more prominent characters than just the boy and the girl which I've hinted at. I just wanted to get something down to put up tonight; filler/starter on monday ahaha.

Um... any ?s or suggestions. Spread ze word! Well.. maybe not yet XD
Talk to me, let me know what you think.

Oh, one more thing about that picture: For some reason my printer widens everything a certain percentage. I'ma try an fix that so their faces don't look so fat XD

Super doubleplus drawing day! Follow the link below for another pic I totally didn't do in driver's ed:
http://img230.imageshack.us/img230/1349/revived021uy7.png

I gotta work on different angles for this manga style XD
I know a lot of my pictures have had manga-ish style in the past, but that stemmed from a more realistic style I've always been pretty decent at. Thus, I shall practice and use plenty of references.

I plan to use a separate blog/site for the comic.

Oi, lots to write

Got a lot of typing to do tonight. Shouldn't take too, too long so long as I can think through this clearly. I'm a little confused as to what why Spanish teacher meant by including 20 mandates and 15 sentences. I'll just take a stab at what I believe. My grade in Spanish plummeted today. Scored a healthful 54 on a test and on a quiz we too today I realized on my own accord that I made a continuous mistake throughout after I passed it in. So, unless I can raise it... oh.. say 10 points in 2 weeks, one week being 3 days long, guess I can say goodbye to my honor roll streak. Good luck to me explaining that one to the folks. Anyway, I gotta be gettin' back to this if I wanna sleep tonight.
Best of luck with that problem V, see ya everyone.

What's this? What's this!

New Beginnings :D

CLICK IT, You know you want to ;D

OKAY! FEW POINTS:
-I did this in 45 minutes, the computer work anyway. Hence the quality.
-I DO NOT intend on working in this art style. The kind of chibi-ish characters you see here are only displayed as such because this isn't a story comics. I'm aiming that for filler/these starter comics, that I'll just work in a really simple style until it becomes easier to work faster in a better looking way.
-These characters, as of right now, might never been seen again as they are. I have some idea as to what my story line will be based around, however I will upload a filler comic on Monday nights until I've really decided on what I want to do.

I hate being a "work as you go" typa person when it comes to writing or drawing, which is why I want to make sure things are prepped before diving into this.

Wish me luck! XD

>.>

Eh... Hello? Anyone out there besides me and V? XD

Looks like Alycia, Jenn, and Laurend died with their blogs. Richard hasn't posted in a while anyway but my commitment seems to be without cause right now.

Of course I'm resolving to be a little redundant tonight seeing as I have to cut this short to finis the homework that shouldn't have taken this long.

They call me Cuban Pete!

He's the king of the Ramba beat! When he plays his Maracas they go boom chicky boom chickyboom!!!

Well last night I did get to sleep before 12, felt great to wake up naturally at 10 the next morning. Woke up, everyone's up, fireplace blaring, and.. this sounds really happy doesn't it XD Well not to say that it wasn't, nor that I wasn't myself, but... it was pouring out, and dark LOL

So, I played videogames for a while, my cousin john came over, and we all hung around. Little while later Brittany and Abby came by. We hung in my basement, played cards, threw things, oh and Brittany killed my Game of Risk character, Bob, by flicking him across the room... douche... Anyway! XD, awesome thing, before people came by I was picking up my room and found a whole mess of old drawings from mid last summer when I was just past starting out. I remember when I had done a good amount of them in NH I had saved a bunch of tutorials and references on my PSP so I could keep myself busy w/o usual electronics for a week; no tv, phone, cell phones, etc. Only had the PSP as an MP3 player. The place in NH is a small trailer we own in the white mountains. Kind of a home away from home :D But anyway so I found these drawings and I'll try to scan them tomorrow morning some time.

UG, just remembered the clocks are gettin' pushed forward tonight. Whole hour lost in bed. Oh well.

Um.. other things... oh, when the rain stopped around 8:30 we went outside and played relivio, a form of man hunt which a lot of out-of-stater's seem familiar with.

anyway, it's midnight, times up, post is over.

A mini apocolypse.

You heard it here first, unheard of happenings are happening in Billy's life. aka, he's actually tired tonight and is actually going to go to bed around/before/little after 11! Hazza!

Quick summary of ze day.

School flew by, hung around afterwards in the caf and with the robotics team since I didn't really wanna be out in the rain and I <3 them XD

Went home, stephen was here with my brother. We had nothing to do so stephen went home. I hate how there's literally not a single place that we, as teens, can go inside and just hang.

Same thing happened later when I went bowling. First we got ice cream, well two people did. Everyone was really kinda mellow for while. We went bowling, walked in the rain, went to boston market. Here I am.

See you space cowboy.

-___- ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...

So.. so tired x.x

I was so tired that I almost lashed out on my brother today. I never do that. He was being annoying by asking me where my headphones were so he could use 'em. I brought them upstairs to put with my stuff and he wouldn't shut up until he got what he wanted so I threw that at him. Oh well ahaha.

To do: Getting offline, finishing what I have, collapsing in bed.

*falls over*

All washed up.

well almost, headin' out to shower in a minute. Not gonna do a long post, pretty tired.
Went to school, pretty normal day save for that my teacher de espanol decided to be un sucio coño and give me detention (first school detention ever XD. Honestly it better than I thought it would be. Instructor walks in, "alright you know the drill, I don't care if you sleep just don't talk or you'll be back here." So naturally I took the free 45 minute nap with protection XD) when I missed literally three answers on a paper that I didn't see on the back. Not like I didn't get the other 20+ pages done over the time she was out. Hate it when people assume you're no different than everyone else. There is no "everyone else"! Everyone's different, and though I don't expect people, especially teachers, to remember everything about individual students, but I haven't not done her homework all year!

One more assignment after the shower, night everyone.

Chemistry test

Went to school, got homework, stayed after for math for 2 hours, went to store, went back to school, went to cafe, came home, showered, ate, sat here, worked on homework, is almost done with homework, plans to spend several hours studying for massive chem test.

Monday monday monday!

Pretty much a normal day for me today. Woke up, rushed outa the house to finish something I forgot in school, and went through the day pretty regularly. All my classes were normal, somewhat of a lot of homework, and I was tired for the most part.

Wll a'course the difference today was that at the end of the day I had to rush to the drivers' ed class starting today. I've had my permit since august so I don't have to worry about the newer standards they put in place in September. The instructor, Frank, was a nice old man; heavy set, rather relaxed; I think I'll like the classes more than I thought.

Other than that, went home after the class, played FFXII, slept, ate, and worked on homework. I really need to catch up on sleep or something because my work ethic for the last few days has reallllly slowed down. So much so that I'm actually noticing it; and I consider myself a bad procrastinator currently.

Oh, quick update: I did start a layout for the blog finally. But it's gonna take a while on top of making it and then I have to still finish some other projects I've just had hardly any time for.

Oh well, back to work for me.

Have fun sleeping XD

Don't like the weather in New England?...

... then wait 5 minutes.

Well I waited today, much longer than five, and man o man did it stay cold today. It wasn't too far below freezing today, but I had to deal with it for a while. Let me explain.

Went to sleep around 4, 4:30am, couldn't sleep. Just sat downstairs and read harry potter for a few hours and then just decided it was time to collapse. So I woke up, had much less time before CCD, or GoF(Generations of Faith)than I'd anticipated. Like, 5 minutes, thereabouts anyway? And so I got there, and had the absolutely WONDERFUL pleasure of being the male candidate for "make the perfect prom date" which effectively meant "cover him in shaving cream and screw up his hair." So I'm gonna have to use a fair bit of conditioner to get my flow back XD

After GoF, went out with Matty and Mike and some of their old school friends. Walked to Pisa Pizza, met up with Lendy and Jean who had a very riveting story XD On their way there a hub cap broke off and flew off a car and in turn hurled through the air at them like a ninja star LOL Thankfully Jean's reflexes were catlike enough to push Lendy out of the way allowing the hub cap to fly between them both. After we ate a bit, I had a slice of cheese and a slice of pepperoni which were literally half a pizza in size together, Matty and Mike's friends, Jessica and.. forget the other girls name (I'm terrible with names) ...left and so Me, Matty, Mike, Lendy, and Jean walked into the cold, kicked around the hub cap when we found it. Mike destroyed it shortly after.

Seeing as I didn't expect to out anywhere after GoF, never have before, I only wore a sweatshirt. Obviously then I was mighty cold. We went into a convenient store looking for some kind of sherbet push pop things they were all familiar with, they didn't have any, but we got to laugh at the gross food and bad quality of a lot of things XD
So we went into another store, they did find some kinda ice cream they liked, I bought skittles, and we headed back out. 20 degrees + ice cream = Normal Malden kid pastime. We ventured to the old IC Malden school which closed and was bought by the Charter school(which I attended 1st-3rd grade). We decided to sit around the back where there's most sun. They recounted some memories I wish I could share but seeing as my past was so different I simply skygazed,lying down on a ledge, and listened and ate skittles. Suddenly an alarm went off inside and we booked it. Turns out there was just some construction happening on the upper floors.

We walked a bit, still freezing, unable to decide where we could go. Truth of it is that there was no place to go. No one could have people over, no one wanted to go home, and there's literally no fun place to go around here that'd be warm. I'll probably go on several tangents about that in the summer time.

I asked Mike the time, realized it was 4:50, Church was at 5, and so I kicked it into high gear and ran back to the Church for mass. I was disappointed to leave them, I really wanted to hang out, but I was expected back and the Church just sounded so much better than the freezing sidewalk.

Got home around six, haven't done much sense. It's 11:41, this post took a while. I gotta kick it into high gear again and get this work done if I wanna be awake this week.

Until tomorrow,

Sir William of Goldcliff.

Cuttin' it close

Well I almost missed today completely by accident. Wasn't home late or anythin' just talkin' away to people and playing "who has the biggest brain?" with V lmao.

Alright, lets take a walk through my day- BACKWARDS!

-talked to people
-went online
-Got home.
-Dropped Jefferson off.
-Got picked up.
-Hung in Victoria's car with Joe, Jefferson, and her friend who I feel bad that I forget her name XD
-chilled in wallgreens
-chilled in Jays Ice Cream
-Got ice cream
-Drove to Jays
-Got back to show
-Camouflaged myself by a tree by accident
-Walked back from Papa Ginos
-Ate and ordered Cinnamon sticks
-Left for Papa Ginos
-Moshed
-Met Joe's friends from far away land
-Moshed
-Got back to show
-walked back from CVS
-Got Necco wafers and a white chocolate crunch bar
-Got to CVS
-Skated across parts of parking lot
-Jokes about the ice
-Left show
-Talked to Steve
-Looked how sick Steve(my friend's bands bassist who I'm friends with)
-Watched friend's band play and some more of show
-Met up with some MC kids at the show.
-Got to show
-Got picked up at Pisa Pizza
(Decided to generalize the rest a bit more)
-Froze and hung out at park
-Couldn't go back in because her sister was there
-Got chicken parm sum at "The Big A"
-Played guitar hero
-Met up with Jefferson at her house.
-Got to Lendy's house
-Got dropped off
-Left home
-Got dressed
-Didn't eat
-Woke up.

Whoo! That was annoying to type out! Good brain work out for memory though! XD

Ya know?

Well today was a weird one.

I woke up stressed only because I did exactly what I expected and slept through my alarm, then remembered all the stuff I had to make up. Somehow! I managed to not get detention in like, 4 classes. God was on my side today, thanks J-man! :D

Read through last night's post again a minute ago. Man, I know I said I was hyped, but you have no idea how hyped I must have really been since after I read that I don't think it sounds like me one bit- at all. Damn, I made some points I'm kinda glad I got out, but for the majority of that crap, the whole stress and w/e was just the sugar and lack of sleep killing me.

Really all I can say about tonight, maybe head out soon.

G'd night.

Yarr!

Why am I such a procrastinator? It's not that I had a lot to do tonight, it just felt like tonight was a night when I really didn't have to do it. I longed all day for an easy night, which I should have had, but in the end I'm right where I expected to be. I'm a mess. I guess that's just part of who I am. People have said I'm really laid back and have a good grasp of who I am. I thank them for that and for the most part I can't disagree; obviously people don't know every single thing about me be, but from what I present I can kinda see where they're getting it from. Kinda see? Who am I kidding I'm downright fully aware.

I'm not gonna be modest with myself, only with my myself and others. I'm not cocky, I can't stand cockiness, but I think that if I really start just thinking about what I already know, I can advance a lot more.

Maybe it's just cause I couldn't sleep last night and I had a whole buncha sugar not too long ago, but I'm kinda hyped right now and I'll probably read this tomorrow and see that it's really dumb XD

Whatever! I'm lovin' life, stressful as it may be. Personally I don't have that many problems (procrastination among the few) in life and with stress. Only thing that stresses me out is school work. I'm not meant to work like this, it's just not me to be super studious. Sure I'm pretty smart and it's not like I don't try, but I get a lot more outa workin' for myself and others.

However! Despite all that I believe above, next week I'll be picking my classes for Junior year(never had to pick classes before) and that's a huge step. I'm going to get my ass in gear. Gonna pick up the pieces of doubt and form the puzzle of success *knows that analogy sucks but doesn't wanna go back and fix it cause I'm on a role here* and so I'm gonna start really focusing-again- on bettering myself and keeping my grades up. Hell I've always been capable of getting high(1st) honers, but I never wanted to work that hard- still don't.

Basically I have no idea what I want to do to get better! I'll dwell on that.

Got a massive Spanish test and a bunch of English homework to make up so I gotta get off this before the sugar dies or the post gets too too long XD

Peace foos!

Hate to do this...

..buuuuuuut! I have a retreat tomorrow so none of my homework's due. Got some done but I'm gonna try an' take advantage of this rare opportunity! Good night everybody! :D

Saltines

He woke up at 7, showered, slumped downstairs; opened a package of saltines.
Walked out to his car, sat down, a handful of crackers in his hand.

In school, he had a period of freedome; he ate some salt and vinegar chips; in addition
to some saltines.

At lunch, he noted he had eaten his snacks in the morning.

At home he was tired, slumped upstairs; fell asleep.

Woke up at 9:30, parents out, brother's loud, slumped back down, started homework.

Sat down, opened a package of saltines, blogged, showered, worked into the night.

What's to say?

It was a fairly simple day today, as many of them seem to be now, and so nothing really spectacular happened.

I was up until 4am this morning working on my vacation work, got up 2 and a half hours later, fell back asleep for an hour, and had to rush out of my house at 7:30 w/o eating or showering; typical, no?

And so I got there on time, and to my enjoyment there were announcements for teacher absences which told me I had two free periods today :D

Went through all my classes, got a fair chunk of homework done. End of the day I picked up some drivers ed info and dropped off my retreat permission form; lucky me found out that our teacher is on jury duty for the week and so I won't have that class all week :D My knee is still bothering me so I didn't run today. I did walk home in the cold w/o a jacket though, that was fun. Run into my father pulling out of my drive way to come look for me.

Got in, ate a bit, did some math, went upstairs and fell asleep. Woke up about 7:30pm this time, came down, ate dinner, sat here, and started my homework. Here I am distractions and everything later, almost done. Could be done before midnight tonight ;D

Since my sleep schedule is so effed up I might see if V or another is interested in a game or poker, chess, or gunbound.

...

Just realized I had my hood on for a good hour or two. XD

Man oh man, it's like I'm tired but unable to sleep. I sleepless dream clouded by shear displeasure- not very poetic I know, but I'm too out of it to really think straight anyway.

Ahaha, whenever I write about a not so pleasant day I can't help but laugh at home miserable I sound. Truthfully I'm not upset at all, just content and worry-less.

Lab

Worked from when I got up at 12:30 to now, here's what's left of the list I had from yesterday:

Lab report. [sometime around 3:30-4ish this morning? XD]

I'll post the time I finish if I'm awake enough to remember.

Happens every damn time!

Why do I do this? I hate doing this! I always wait until the last minute to do excessive amounts of homework over weekends and vacations! GRR!! XD

Short post today, short post tomorrow, wish me luck with:

1)Read A Separate Peace(chapters 1-10), do 9 full page character analyzes.
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-5- [5:51pm Sunday]
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2)Math assignment, not too too bad.
3)Theo questions 1-14, typed.
4)Lab report
5)20 F-P-Os <---(No one's doing it! Ahaha, I love when we band together for things like that) [10:13pm Sunday]
6)I hope there's no six T_T

Iz Friday...

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[EDIT] 50 posts! WHOOOOOOOOO
I was going to put up a surprise here, but...

just stretching

Took today pretty easy.

Woke up and god ready for track, turns out it was earlier than I thought so I didn't go; I was tired anyway.

Went down in my basement, played video games for a bit and fell asleep.

Friends came over a little while later. First Alex, then John. We hung around down there a bit. Soon enough, though it was actually hours apparently, Alycia and Brittany came by. We went out and had a small pit fire in the woods. It was really fun to watch as we took our old sitting log, it was rotting, and hurl it off the cliff onto the ice. After that we let the fire die and me and Alycia and Brittany chilled beneath the moon on the cliff overlooking the icy water below us- seems romantic I know, didn't feel it I assure you: We weren't there long but we all said it looked ballin' ahaha.

We headed down after that; walked onto the ice and skated around a bit in our sneakers; Brittany in her Ugs, which we made fun of ^_^

Then of course Alycia had to be tonights Buzz Killington wanted to go home because it was cold. Pshhh, what garbage. 20 degrees isn't cold.

I walked with her back, the others came back soon after. They had gone to find a large dead turtle in the woods my brother saw earlier yesterday.

We played Jak 3 some more, turned that off, talked and joked around, and everyone went on their way.

Lesson re-lived that it's good to take some days easy.

However... tomorrow there's gonna be snow, and I do love the snow! :D